mixx u guys alot~

hey you guys

lately is kinda weird

when i went through my friend's blog

all that i can see is

they are so emo

is it mean that in our age everybody

like to be emo???

or is a group activity or something else??

not just my friend

i also kinda emo HAHA

but i just didnt mention it much to people

dont really want people to feel bad about anything

and i dont even like emo environment

like my friends to be a little more happy

when ever hang out with me ^^

today is a hot day

i almost die at outside haha

lucky still able to survive

after hang out with my friend

i stay at my house with my relative

and didnt step into my room

the reason is i dont really want to be alone at my room

so keep on watching drama with my aunt

and also keep on folding some paper

why im folding paper?

actually my aunt had said something is so true

but i just deny it so easily n quickly

i dont really want her to worry about me

what the true she talking about?

haha i just want to do something to distract me

why i need some distraction

i wont tell you haha

this semester just start

but i felt like it lot more work load than usual

i trying to cope it all

the annoying part is there is so many assessment

that required to check my portal everyday

even i online everyday

but i still lazy to check it

haha the portal include so many stuff

until i have to read it SO carefully

now i staring at my accounting 200 notes

but my mind is blank

lately i really have many thing to think

haiz...hope i dont think stuff about that anymore

just hope that i at malaysia right now

im not think run away from my problem

just i need my best friend

or

my baby staying beside me

give me support like they used to

even thought they didnt really support me

mostly is me that support them

anyway i really need a good hug

n comfort me

tell me that everything is going to be alright

after all i really not that fine

even i cant get what i want

at least i hope that my best friends

or my baby

can just sms me or call me

say that they mixx me or something make me feel better

awww

tears almost want to drop

but i will not cry

wait maybe a cry can make me feel better??

haha

anyway i got to focus on my revision again

hope you guy is fine

mixx u guys alot ^^

w3n