complicated feeling

hello~

haha i think is been a long time

that i didnt update my blog

but is not a long time that i didnt online :P

i online everyday but i just felt lazy to update

any way i woke up in the morning

and have a feeling that

why dont i online now

then next pop up in my mind is

i should update my blog along haha

the weather at here started to change

start to rain everyday

when it rain

its mean that bye bye to

beach n sunshine

but i like raining day

the mood of raining day is

lovely n romantic

opps i get up and stop at here for a moment

...wait a minute....

suddenly that i felt hungry

so i need some breaky

a cup a milk

2 short cake

will do the trick

but i also get

tasty cheese dip with crispbread

as a back up

did you guys read 1 book that tittle

" diary of a wimpy kid"

that 1 is hilarious

is going to at cinema very soon

that day i saw the trailer

is really funny

me n my friend laugh so loud

the problem is we saw it at computer lab

everyone is looking at us

i dont like to get such attention

* * *

lately i keep on felt that my malaysia friend is so far from me

there is a gap between me n them

this statement is apply to my close friend

and 1 of my good friend

why that i think like that

@ reduce in chat

(when i at malaysia, we will hang out n have lot of chat

due to im a talkative person)

@ they didnt tell me how they feel

(is limited for me that guess what they are feeling)

@ based on i cant see them, so i mixx them very much

(but everyone is moving on)

the most bothering me is

everyone is moving on

i really want to keep the close relationship with them

but it turn out so hard for me

but i trying my best to do so

hmm why is hard

i bet that they will have new friend

i also have new friend

so i bet our friend chart will change

due to this reason

kinda up sad about this

but i will see this again

after i go back to malaysia

* * *

for you guys information

my blog will not post picture

for few week

my phone cant connect to my laptop

so i will think another way to figure it out

one exciting that i wanna share is

i finally up grade my ipod

but the funny thing is

i dont really know how to use those new application

hahaha

easter day is coming~

im totally excited about that

so will you guys celebrate it???

this weekend will go to easter show

the first ever time that i going to celebrate easter

last few day i already eat easter eggs chocolate

that kinda amazing

but i just eat mini size

a very very small 1

later will try a little bigger 1 haha

no worried about that

i will take picture using my aunt camera

so i will able to post picture

when easter coming

mean that holiday coming too

so i need to plan for my holiday

but after holiday i will have mid term test

so i dont really will go out everyday n have fun

and v also not free to accompany me

nevermind i will just study

so i can pass in flying colour

that will be more happy n excited

here is 1 song lyric that i wanna share

is not a new song

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to,

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

curious that what is this song???

your call - secondhand serenade

is obvious that i didnt type the lyric

is copy and paste at 1 of the website

haha

so i will stop at here~

hopw you guys will enjoy your day

cheer

love n mixx ya

w3n