complicated feeling

hello~

haha i think is been a long time

that i didnt update my blog

but is not a long time that i didnt online :P

i online everyday but i just felt lazy to update

any way i woke up in the morning

and have a feeling that

why dont i online now

then next pop up in my mind is

i should update my blog along haha

the weather at here started to change

start to rain everyday

when it rain

its mean that bye bye to

beach n sunshine

but i like raining day

the mood of raining day is

lovely n romantic

opps i get up and stop at here for a moment

...wait a minute....

suddenly that i felt hungry

so i need some breaky

a cup a milk

2 short cake

will do the trick

but i also get

tasty cheese dip with crispbread

as a back up

did you guys read 1 book that tittle

" diary of a wimpy kid"

that 1 is hilarious

is going to at cinema very soon

that day i saw the trailer

is really funny

me n my friend laugh so loud

the problem is we saw it at computer lab

everyone is looking at us

i dont like to get such attention

* * *

lately i keep on felt that my malaysia friend is so far from me

there is a gap between me n them

this statement is apply to my close friend

and 1 of my good friend

why that i think like that

@ reduce in chat

(when i at malaysia, we will hang out n have lot of chat

due to im a talkative person)

@ they didnt tell me how they feel

(is limited for me that guess what they are feeling)

@ based on i cant see them, so i mixx them very much

(but everyone is moving on)

the most bothering me is

everyone is moving on

i really want to keep the close relationship with them

but it turn out so hard for me

but i trying my best to do so

hmm why is hard

i bet that they will have new friend

i also have new friend

so i bet our friend chart will change

due to this reason

kinda up sad about this

but i will see this again

after i go back to malaysia

* * *

for you guys information

my blog will not post picture

for few week

my phone cant connect to my laptop

so i will think another way to figure it out

one exciting that i wanna share is

i finally up grade my ipod

but the funny thing is

i dont really know how to use those new application

hahaha

easter day is coming~

im totally excited about that

so will you guys celebrate it???

this weekend will go to easter show

the first ever time that i going to celebrate easter

last few day i already eat easter eggs chocolate

that kinda amazing

but i just eat mini size

a very very small 1

later will try a little bigger 1 haha

no worried about that

i will take picture using my aunt camera

so i will able to post picture

when easter coming

mean that holiday coming too

so i need to plan for my holiday

but after holiday i will have mid term test

so i dont really will go out everyday n have fun

and v also not free to accompany me

nevermind i will just study

so i can pass in flying colour

that will be more happy n excited

here is 1 song lyric that i wanna share

is not a new song

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to,

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

curious that what is this song???

your call - secondhand serenade

is obvious that i didnt type the lyric

is copy and paste at 1 of the website

haha

so i will stop at here~

hopw you guys will enjoy your day

cheer

love n mixx ya

w3n

space ship~

hello~

aww wen is in a good mood

in love with my finance class

haha

well today is kinda special

usually i will get into class early

but today i sat at the common room

so that i can chat with my friend

wow i cant really believe that

after i sat down

i meet some new friend

they are so damn friendly

everyone at my class

dont know why is so friendly???

today i saw him again

aww so happy

he is so cute

too bad that i have class

if not i want to chat with him

OMG haha

sonia is so naughty

she keep on bully me

but i also not that kind of good people

i curse her haha

n keep on asking her

some silly stuff

for example

i keep asking her that why she hevent die

n also kick her butt :P

she mean to me first

i dont that why today the lecture

speck so fast?

after listen what he said

i cant copy the note and answer

he wrote on the board

like siting inside space ship

just in a second

his class is over

i was like OMG is that finish???

dont really will blog too long for today

tomorrow i still have class test

n i didnt even touch it YET

wish me luck

be happy be silly

hahaha

see ya

w3n

thing that i scared

hey everyone

aww today didnt have class

so nothing much i can post

but i wanted to said is

lately what i scare the most

is a simple thing

when i online

i had to check on my student portal

that is related to my study

when i log in to the web

i totally will scare that

if the message pop out a new word

it mean i got a new message from my lecture

aww that mean more task

n assessment

so i really scare about that

hahaha~~~

but i like the student portal

because i feel that is so cool :P

today i not in a good mood~

i will just stop at here

because i dont want my blog to look blue

hikaru told me that my blog is funny

so i will just keep it

post fun stuff to cheer my friend up

good night everyone

see ya

w3n

sam n matthew

hey guys

oh gosh just have a feeling that

im up sad

in no reason

haha

wait i got 1 reason

that is bi bi dont want to web chat with me

i wanna cry

just kidding

she always busy as usual

never mind i get used to it

today i had my accounting 200 class test

not that nervous

is fun that have 2 different type of question paper

i get the blue 1

honestly

i already done all my revision

but when having that test

it hardly for me to concentrate

dont really feel comfortable

to tell the reason at here

haha

my mind full of stuff

no worried

after few minute

i finally do it in confident ^^

awww today chapter is not that difficult

hahaha

but it blow my mind away

sam is totally strict

keep on waiting matthew to come in

i didnt expect that he will kick the door

it almost give sam a heart attack

n matthew told him that he will get heart attack

because sam is old HA HA HA

then didnt know how it end up that

sam asking one of the student

that sam or matthew is good looking

haha

she answer that matthew is young

then sam said

his hair in gray colour is not because of old

is a symbol of beauty

it was so hilarious

but sam said that is not his question

finally the girl answer that

sam is much more good looking

because sam is our lecture

n matthew is young

haha

and they mention that

is matthew single?

then matthew answer that

his status change according to the weather

hahaha

sam even call matthew to find a boyfriend

n dont check him out

the whole class is like

keep on laughing

is was tired after the class end

n i still have to take train back to home

but lucky got rumana accompany me

but she keep on teasing me

just for her information

i dont like nick

even though i check nick out haha

awww my right hand is sore

shouldnt play basketball with my friend

by the way

i think i just will go sleep now

not in such a good mood

i mixx someone so badly

good night

before that

one of the playful picture i took before i got out

before took off to class

this is how i dress up to campus

haha

not like other girl

wearing those cute dress

i just dont like it

w3n

weekend

hello~

aww my weekend is almost end

but malaysia weekend is still not end yet

the night is still young

i learn this sentences from mr. linus

he always use that when we chat at msn

i mixx the way we chatting last time

but after he got a girl friend

it all change

he start to ignore me

haha

not really ignore

he just busy dating n study

any way i just say it

so what i do at weekend

nothing much nor special

saturday i just have some revision

due to my class test

but u usually i do it at sunday

but because this sunday i have to hang out with friend

so i do it at saturday

but it didnt really went well

be cause i doing other thing

example

watching hong kong drama with my aunt

that drama keep on freak me out

hmm i like to do my late night study

mean that i sleep kinda late

make me really tired

but i feel relief if i finish 1 particular subject

n happy too haha

at sunday

ofcause i when out with my friend

really having some great time

well i dun really want to talk about it haha

is some private stuff

n just to avoid "some people"

keep on questioning me

but i have stupid n cute basketball game with my friend

is fun

im so tired right now

but i waiting for my parents call

i mixx then so much

and im nervous n excited about tomorrow class test

hope sam didnt give us some tough moment

*crossing my finger*

and i wont be late or mixx a train

*crossing my finger again*

haha

hope you guys will enjoy your weekend

by the way

here a little message for my baby

if u really cant take it

just tell me

maybe i cant really help anything

but at least i can comfort u

waiting for you e-mail replying

love u much~

okay that all

night night to all of you

w3n

3 in 1

hey you guys~

what mean 3 in 1??

lot of explanation

haha actually it just mean that 3 day stuff in 1 day blog

okay i better start it first

if not i will be lazy n cut some of it

will start talking about wednesday

i have evening class for finance

did i talk about the little presentation??

it like we do our homework

then lecture will pick among us

and let us write our answer at whiteboard

then if it correct

he will ask us a modify question

so that day im so damn lucky

got pick by lecture

haha im damn nervous

almost shacking

but nevermind i still manage to do the question

then when he ask me a simple question

i totally relief

the funny thing is

i also duno what i answer

but he mange to get it what i mean

wow

he so smart

haha or he just see i finish all my question???

anyway im damn happy that i got full mark

for that presentation

so now only have ot wait for the next section of presentation

okay that is my tutorial section

i just have a short section for tutorial

even though my time table stated is 1 hours

but always just half an hours

then i have break before my lecture start

im damn bored when i having break

every time i will sms my friend or just internet

inside lecture class

as usual the speed of lecturing

is very fast

really need to concentrate

in order to understand what he said

oh by the way

my lecture n tutor is brother

is kinda amazing

i felt weird at the first class

when d lecture is different people but same name

haha

so the next day

thursday

i have morning class at city

im tired at that day

because i didnt sleep well

n not enough sleep

i meet sonia very early in the morning

we sit at the floor and having some chat

then guess what

we cant stop chatting

actually BBA 102 is kinda fun

compare to a level

by the way BBA a is about business management

adrinah always give us some fun activity

i remember that week 2 class

she really come out with idea that

speed "dating" but not really a date

is like we have to talk to our classmate 1 on 1

so that we will not be shy

when we having discussion

and able to talk out loud

give suggestion n answer during the class

i like the way she teaching

is fun~

n the most important is having lot more interaction

yesterday activity is about teamwork

now i know that teamwork is hard to develop

i like that activity

is like v cant talk

but we have to finish a task

i think i learn a lot at this class

my thinking still not wide enough

i dun think i use my brain to think before

haha

never mind i will keep it up at my class

adrineh is very concern about my presentation group

she talk to me personally

because my two other group mate

is not kind of normal person

but they still normal

i dont know how to say it

she afraid that i cant accept it

honestly im okay with them

they seem nice n friendly

it also can train my patient

so i will work this out

after class i saw nicole

my marketing lecture

she still the same

we have some chat

then i saw carol is running

n drop thing

then me n sonia is curious

and ask what happen

she said she fail marketing

and dont want let her to see her

is embarrass

on the way back

me n sonia keep on chatting non-stop

what we chatting???

haha all gossip about lecture n student

hmm i think also include some tv show

like home n away

" the bay of love "

haha

then today nothing much happen

because i didnt have class

and just stay at home

nothing special about my life at home

lately many people said that im mean

do i really that mean???

awww im sad

but maybe im

who know

i will have a good look at myself first

then will conclude at here

hmm im very concern about bi n v

they like falling apart

but lucky v is alright at this moment

just wish she really will be happy this time

now bi is like not that happy as last time

nothing much that i can do

just can support her when ever she need it

bi bi

u will be alright

i will be there for you all the time

i feeling headache now

spinning all around haha

have a nice day~

is friday

did you plan for your weekend???

enjoy it ya~

mixx n <3>

w3n

movie n dinner

hey ya

is a late post for yesterday

dont know what happen yesterday

until i forgot to update haha

hm maybe im tired

maybe im distracted

well yesterday i didnt have any class

but i still went to city campus

why??!!

because go there to have revision

and also copy note for accounting 200 that i miss on monday

thankx v that willing to accompany me

yesterday is kinda good luck

because i saw a cute boy that used to same class with me at the first semester

haha

after about 3 or 4 hours revision and homework

then we go for movie

because is cheap tuesday

the movie ticket just cost AUSD 10

hmm i only realize it

when i walk out the cinema

and lot of people is q ing up to get movie ticket

there are really lot of people

what movie i watch yesterday??

Dear John

actually didnt get it at the ending part

i thought that john will die at the first

but he didnt haha

maybe they got together or just friend

never mind i will ask v

about the ending when she finish read that book

i bet that i have to wait for a long time

because she such a slow reader

after the move

then we went to dinner

Sushi Train

is the place that i usually will eat with v

the different for this time is

we went to another sushi train that nearby

this shop provide more dessert

than the shop that located next to cinema

taste not bad also

me n v eat a lot at there

haha~

maybe both of us are in such a great mood

when i go back it already 7 something

usually i will call my uncle to fetch me

but this time i didnt

maybe i just want to have a walk to make clear me mind

ya by the way

next week i will have class test

3 day class test

mostly include 3 chapter

monday is accounting 200

tuesday is management

n

friday is finance

hope all will go well

okay time to go now

before that

today the weather is cooling

n i love it haha

cheer ~

xoxo

w3n

bad luck wen~

hey ya~

today can say is a bad day for me

so i have to sing 1 song

* bad day - daniel powter

+cause you have a bad day

blah blah blah

haha i forgot the lyric

today i wake up late

but not late until miss my class

then i forget to call someone

because i wake up late

after that my uncle came home late

that make me miss my train

i have to wait 20++ minute for that particular train

after that i late for my class

i have to wait until the class have break

only can go in

lucky got v accompany me to cheer me up

she go to uni early just to accompany me

we have lunch at U@MQ

i cant even finish a bowl of noodle

just ate few n left lot of it wasted

that is not a good thing !!!

but i in a bad mood

so really didnt have mood to eat it

the ending of the story is

i didnt go for my class

i feel so bad

im so sorry to myself n my family

because my friend didnt reply my sms

so i dont know what time the class break n start again

i miss it again

never mind i will try my best to catch up

by the way

i didnt really blame anyone

i just can blame myself that cause all those problem

seriously it cant be said is bad luck

but i just felt so haha

my mood is not that bad

until evening

thankx to v n matthew

cheering me up

i went to v house to watch a horror movie

that i wanted to see long time ago

* Drag Me To Hell

is not that bad

but i hurt my hand when watching that movie

hahaha

i knock my hand at the table

when that old lady appear

ouch***

i read my bi blog just now

haha

she wrote that she update

because i complaining

but this is all for her own good

so that i can know what happen to her recently

well bi bi

everything is not that easy

dont put so much stress on your self

you will learn it step by step

recently v having lot of trouble

haha

a good trouble i guess

many guy fall for her

just hope that she can manage it well~

sorry for teasing u

but i just cant help it

okay it time to back to my finance revision

lot of thing have to catch up~

good luck to u guys

before i forget

watese you will be much more lucky tomorrow

as u said

tomorrow will be a much more better day waiting for us

haha

mixx n love u guy

xoxo

w3n

thx u so much

hey ya

suppose that i have to do my revision

but guess what the lazy bug just bite me

haha

no worry i done some of the revision i need

i just check my portal

and there are more new stuff

study guideline references

blah blah blah

guess that i have lot of thing to do

show you guys my finance homework

i actually have 3 page of finance homework

the happiest part is

every week will have a lucky draw that

the lecture decide who will have a little presentation

not that hard just like write down the answer on whiteboard

and answer his modify question

but i still very nervous about that

because my math is so suck

so i decide to be a little more relax

i want to do some art or craft work

go to craft shop and buy some stuff

here is what i sew

a horse yeah~

but is a horse that look like zebra

not my fault is just the colour is not right

haha

by the way hikaru

can u saw what behine the horse???

is that boys like girls

love drunk album

haha

i purposely capture this to make u damn jealous

another thing that i promise that i will do

that is i will post some of the thing that i get from my birthday

just a little stuff that my friend give it to me

a handmade birthday card~

is from v

well only she will made it for me at here

because last year i made 1 for her

i think she love it haha

this is the first time that she actually made a card

not bad for a beginner

thankx her that be so patient to do that card

and remember my birthday

ofcause she will not be as pro as my baby

haha praising my baby

oh ya she also got give me a gift

that is a peel off mask

i think is orange flavor

don't know can eat it anot haha

i will try it next time

this is a gift that i got from matthew

actually got another 1

but i just lazy to take it out

n take picture

lazy bug keep on bitting me

any way thankx to matthew haha

sorry that just a little picture provide at here

because i really didnt get many gift

but i still got a gift from amelia

thankx u amelia~

after the picture

now i just share to you guy that

what magazine that i will see when im free

of cause sometime will be tabloid

but mostly is craft magazine and art work

here it one of it

Australian Scrapbooking Memories

i think is beautiful

but too much advertise

well personally i think is not bad magazine

i think that baby will like it too~

every time when a new semester start

i will not be that serious

so will still hang out with v

have some movie or shopping

that day after we watch

Alice in the Wonderland

we had some shopping

and guess what we brought a bracelet

it should be a pair of bracelet

that with "best friend"

bi bi dont jealous ya~

because we already have 1

by the way

it also brought it at diva

haha

i think bi bi going to kill me

sooner or later hahaha

i got the best word

because that day

v is a little down

*in my eyes haha

in order to cheer her up

i let her choose which 1 she like the most

i dont really mind at those stuff

just like last time

my silly bi bi ask me

want best or friend

hahaha

but actually the necklace

is broke into half

lately my skin is not that good

hmm actually is my face grow pimple

i really trying so hard to save my face

maybe the product at here

is not that suitable for me

no worry

i had hope that it will be better

here is some picture that let you enjoy

this picture i didnt put on any make up

and i didnt even wax or spray my hair

original me

just wearing a home t-shirt haha

okay i know is weird that i holding that balloon

and is pink colour haha

not me that bring it back

it my cousin

i just borrow it n have a picture

this picture can see my pimple

just can see a little haha

at the right cheek

chubby cheek~

ya if you got notice my blog facebook n myspace

u will know that

mostly picture that i upload at here

will not be upload at facebook n myspace

so is totally an exclusive haha

so please check my blog more haha

forcing hikaru to do that haha

by the way i change some of the picture at the right hand site

mostly i edited today

hope you guys will like it

and enjoy reading my blog

mostly feel happy and laugh when you reading it

then i will be very happy

before i ending up

i totally have to THANKX someone

that person is my baby

because when im down n up sad yesterday

she give me support that i need

she sms me n send me an offline message at msn

that really do cheering me up

thankx that patting my head

thankx that you keep on caring about me

today i really felt much more better~

THANKX YOU SO MUCH

just want to let you

i mixx n love ya so much

hope that you guy having a great day

cheer~

night night

w3n

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